The thing about death is no one knows when the heart stops beating where the soul goes , But one thing I believe is On the wind we float straight up through the sky on our sailing boat . We get to the dark then we see all the beautiful stars and our past family . We stay there happy for as long as we like till we know our loved ones can sleep at night . When the hurt has passed and they smile again we climb those stairs to heaven and then , peak out of the night sky from time to time when they need our help to shine to wipe away all the tears and banish all the terrible fears . We are always there just not seen so no matter how much time has been I will tell my children that nanny's not gone away but nanny couldn't stay and play , She's never very far just look at the brightest stars and pray . At night I like to look up high and shout I love you mum to the starry sky . I'm not sad anymore because I know you'll always there when we need you so, tears do fall from time to time when the memory bell decides to chime , But my smile soon comes back again as the memories say we are all on the mend . Remembering you is part of our life forever , You won't fade away , no not ever ! Sad tears from memories fall like golden leaves from tall autumn tress . Then when spring comes around all I see is beauty in everything and you mum finally FREE